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Be Better

by I Will

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Sublation 06:15
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a thought comes. a thought dies. all is well.
3.
Husk 05:13
I don't have the answers a better man would say that I'm too young/old. I don't think myself much of a man these days...
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"please," when you tell me you can't keep the lie going strong; "please," when you tell me you can't keep your smile in place; "please," when you tell me I don't give you what you want "please," when you tell me your heart's grown cold.
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mine is the best definition, I'm fed up with finding the reasons entropic perhaps, but I've made worse mistakes as hard as it tries to placate me--antiquated, elated, it wastes me-- I guess it's a blessing and more of a curse. I'm freezing my ego to please her; she's so much like Paris, I guess then I'll soon be a widower, not that you care. Enough with this scheming of justice: redundancy comes all too easy I guess that it's better it's killing me now. Dreaming of the time when all my problems were defined in terms of evanescent meanings and the girls that made me scream I once wanted to be so electric no one could ignore me; instead I'm seated in this fucking car, hoping any thought will come I knew you now, I mused for you no one seemed to mark the day enough with all the postures, my hands are sore there's no one left to vilify but me.
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Be Better 05:34
reach behind the veil and find the scars are worse for neglect, and i can see them regardless In my youth, i'd think it a mirror, or a shell i deserved to break the blood is up and flowing and a boil exasperating as it disappears, i may be weak and sunless but i'm far from the empty husk i was when i had no other choice (my hands and feet have found purchase despite my mistakes; I'm looking around at the here and the now, and I'm no longer desperate for the first time ever, I'm moving up.) the blood is up and rushing to the end I could predict and I hope I'm wrong I'm carrying all my intentions but I'm not so deluded as to think I can't see where they lead (my hands and feet have found purchase despite my mistakes; I'm looking around at the here and the now, and I'm no longer desperate for the first time ever, I'm moving up.) I crawled through it, taking the hands that were offered I ran from the need that I didn't want to feel I don't have it all isolated, but give me the time and I'll solve the equation and open the door to tomorrow
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Monolith 03:01
I meant to tell you all of the times I was reaching from the bottom I was only seeking, never wanting and what humble beast is now staggering along the road messiahs are only chosen after the first are cast from sight small wonder I'll remain, I'll linger longer I meant to tell you all of the times I would grind myself to molecules I was hoping you would breathe them in content to merely whimper, every bang reduced to echoes I may be good for nothing, but every time you whisper I'll be there small wonder I'll remain, I'll linger longer while you do everything to escape my gravity I'm collapsing into a star

about

I didn't mean to make this album. I wanted to make BE HAPPY from the collection of songs I wrote around the time my divorce was ramping up, my grandmother died, and COVID hit.

As I worked on BE HAPPY, I had a lot of unfinished, old riffs and songs that kept getting in the way of the new stuff and taking my heart out of it. That, combined with the Darryl Zero releases I dropped on the regular last year, took me away from I Will (and Peak Dead, but that's in the ol'thinker somewhere) in a way that always frustrates me. It's impossible for me to focus on one thing at a time; I have to be reading and writing a bunch of things at once.

I decided to put together the stuff that I had in order to not have anything in the way. Some of these things are old lyrics, some of these are old arrangements with new words, and some of this is entirely new, and it's all what it's like to be in my head when I'm writing I Will stuff. This is my pretentiousness preening for attention, like a good little Leo, even though my reach exceeds my grasp far too often.

Oh well.

Thanks for reading and listening.

Nobody will read this part, so thanks to A.D.A. Moton and F.A.B. Moton, the reason I do everything I do, and the people I love more than anything else in this world.

Assorted other thanks in no order: Stephanie, Niall Hans Elson, Caligula Nowotny, Kevin Tundra, Madi Monroe, Andrew Seitz, Mike Stroeh, Hadiza, Eli Jemison, Kane Warlock, Servo, Dolly Sperry, Eye Ryan, Jesse Hernandez, Pozart, Jordan Jensen, Jason Sloan, Dan O'Hara, Amanda Machina, Nathan Carson, Che Arthur, Rod Palmer, Dreskan Draiocht, Jenna Terrell & Family, Lu, Dr. Jesse Ciccotti & Family, Dr. Jesse Gordon & Family, Duty Ramsey, Rose Farrell, Michael Bolgren, Collin Grady, everyone that has ever gone to one of my shows, Anonamis (Mr. Nobody), Oddateee, my family, the Black Cohort.

Special thanks, love, and respect to Justin Denman, Arthur Halim, and McKinley Moton III, whom I miss terribly.

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released November 27, 2021

unless otherwise specified, Darryl Zero is to blame for all sounds on this recording.

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I Will Iowa City, Iowa

i will is largely the fault of me, darryl zero. i've been in a bunch of bands that nobody cares about, occasionally adjacent to other bands people do. i make music in my bedroom.

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